new year's resolution

happy new year! 13 days late wtf =_=;;
ahhh.. the fantastic time where everyone attempts to turn over a new leaf, convince themselves they will quit smoking, promise themselves they would save money this year or maybe like me try to lose weight and be healthy wtf.
the gyms are packed with i-want-to-lose-weight-this-year people. come february, it will go back to regular again. touchwood. omg.. why do we put ourselves through such agony!!! keep trying to convince myself this is the year........ is this the year? T_T among losing weight, my new year's resolution piled up with old undone/half done resolutions wtf.. sigh. what have i achieved in my lifetime of 22 years wtf T3T